Saturday, November 15, 2008
Love stuff
The title of this blog reflects the way i function in a way. My motivation for doing anything is the high it gives me. It could be a new place, a new dessert, some relationship or anything new for that matter. But thats not what love should be right. Adrenaline pumping shouldnt be the test. In a conversation with a friend about handwritten letters i realised how much the whole idea of love stuff has changed from our parents generation to ours. Then the first kiss used to be a pretty big deal. Now there is a first kiss with every new person you date (or not even date, sometimes).
In a way the avenues of delving into love are increasing i.e. its not just the heterogenous kind. The means and medium of expressing them is increasing, it can be from the most outrageous to the most subtle but where the hell is the essence of it.
I sound very old. I'm going to stop. But you get what i mean, right?
Sunday, May 25, 2008
- Walden by Thoreau
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Memories
What you end up realising is that you never can feel that again. U realise that age has caught up with u. U'll never be as naive or pure as u were then to have the heart to let yourself get swayed in the moment. Or is it just the present which makes us want to imagine a past which was so beautiful even though it was just as complicated as the present??
Why the hell do we have to grow up!!??
Thursday, April 10, 2008
Distance
- A guy meets his girlfriend just about once or twice a year since they live in different cities. What is it that makes a guy look for the perfect spatula for his girlfriend since he saw her cook italian food once? Everytime he steps out to shop his eyes dont stop searching for something, anything that she would like.
- A father is in the middle of a party which has been thrown in honour of his achievement. What makes him call up his son living in a different city just when the band starts to play 'Hotel California' since he knows the son likes that song?
The simple answer is Love. In the above 2 situations the answer is definitely true, unadulterated love. But in other cases there is a not so simple answer as well. Whenever someone dear to us goes away(geographically), the relationship comprises mostly of the short conversations every couple of days. You dont get to meet for long intervals and the conversations are all specific and not pointless or random. The relationship becomes a figment of your imagination. It is what you percieve it to be. It is ruled by what one feels in those moments of being away. It is how many times you live the memories in the past over and over again in your head. You keep em alive. They bring a smile to your face every time. And the person becomes the one responsible for these memories. But is it real? You dont know if the same things remind the same person of you and the memories together.
Its all in the mind.
Thursday, January 31, 2008
Classified rambling
Heres my meek attempt to make her find my blog readable, on gunpoint atleast. I'm going to get personal and un-objective.
The thing about girlfriends is the multiple lives one gets to lead courtesy the lives of ones friends. You could be leading the most bland boring regular life but if your friend is having the time of her life in her relationship it almost feels like so are you. This is not only cos you get to know every single detail of every single moment or cos you shop and plan with her her wardrobe but cos you know that tomorrow the tables might turn or the circumstances may change but what remains constant is how deeply one gets affected when somethin happens for 'one of us'.
I have such friends. Lets call them U, B & S or S, U & B or B, S & U (Phew!). Unlike the JMC girls we dont call each other babe, darling or honey. We dont airkiss everytime we meet. Actually we dont airkiss anytime we meet. When one of us has a fight with her guy we dont tell her how to solve the fight. We just bitch about the guy and tell her to assert the girl-power. When someone cries, we go and have dark temptation at Barista.
All this is not even funny. The funny part is the contrast within a bunch of 4 girls. One says everything available in the swear-dictionary and another storms out of the room if someone says the F-word. One makes words like 'rat', 'bat' and 'ox' during scrabble and another spends 40 minutes determined to make a 9 letter word. Everytime she gets a calculator she writes the word "boobies" and another one does every calculation in her head minus a calculator (Modesty aint my virtue obviously!). One never ever stops talking irrespective of the listener, the people, the sore throat, badi ma sleeping etc. and another never does cos she is too busy giggling. Some have had relationships lasting 6 years and some not beyond a week. Some live on pepsi/coke and some wont touch pepsi/coke with a 10 foot tall pole. Some travel in a bus/rickshaw for hours to meet everyone and some refuse to go to Le Poya cos they they havent had a bath(huh!). Some can windowshop non-stop everyday without cash and some get nightmares about the same. Some have crushes that have lasted 9 years and some have had no crushes but one boyfriend who she'll marry if the kundli-thing works out( Sorry B, plz dont be mad). I really could go on. So i ask U, B & S to add some more in the comments section.
With all the differences and the obsessive compulsive quirks, there are laughs and there are tears and there are celebrations, and none of them go unmet or unacknowledged.
Sunday, January 20, 2008
But it Rained
The birds fly away to the southern sky searching a home
Well does life get any better
They justified the cause for which Daddy might give up his life
Well does life get any better
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
The Good, The Bad & The Weird
A lot of new stuff.
- Got gooseflesh after listening to a new song after ages. Don’t know what the song’s called though.
- Felt betrayed enough to hurl out the choicest nastiest abuses.
- Had ice cream and hot chocolate for dinner.
- Got involved in something hopeful & non-cynical.
A friend of mine said to me today that expecting a friend to be truthful is probably too much to ask for. Is it me or has the world really gone weird?
Don’t know what to write. I wanted a post. Here it is.
A parting quote -
"One step on your own... And you walk all over me... One head in the cloud... You won't let go you're too proud... One light to the blind... And they see... One touch on the head... We believe..."
[ Disclaimer: Its not mine. Don’t remember the source.]
Good night!
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
Gods in the rain
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
Monday, January 7, 2008
Champions!
Friday, December 7, 2007
Wednesday, December 5, 2007
About fairy tales
Thursday, November 29, 2007
Musings (more like cribbings)
Blatant plagiarism at work i know. But noone sums up what you're feeling at a given point better than Calvin(of CnH)!
Sunday, November 18, 2007
Irony
New News
- I just got to know that 'Reality Bites' was directed by Ben Stiller. My fondness for him has grown by leaps and bounds after knowing this. Really awesome movie. Watch out for Ethan Hawke. Fantastic actor.
- Atlas Shrugged is being made into a movie which will come out by the end of 2008. I know they could mess it up as bad as 'Fountainhead', or maybe not, since Angelina Jolie will be playing Dagny Taggart.
My computer is fcuked so i couldn't post some movie reviews and a lot of stuff i've been thinking about a lot. I saw Om Shanti Om ( bad , bad movie, made me feel nothing), Pirates-2 (nice, johnny depp is dishy as usual), V for Vendetta again( one of the best movies ever, its like sitting through 2 hours of goosebumps) and a couple more which i shall talk about later when my comp decides to spare me the torture.
Monday, November 5, 2007
We are like this only!
All this research on corruption reminded me of something that i read in 'Shantaram'. One of the characters- Didier Levy- who's a major smartass with some amazing one liners- said that ' There's a difference between the dishonest bribe and the honest bribe. The dishonest bribe is the same in every country, but the honest bribe is india's alone.' Inspite of how much i hate the way in which every public sector organisation is infested with corrupt practices, how a layman is exploited and harrased for every work from getting a phone connection to filing of an FIR for a crime, i cant overlook the truth and beauty in the above mentioned quote. Its the spirit of this huge, crazy, beautiful country we live in. Its a place which does not need a signed stamp paper for a person to honour the contract. A person's word is as strong as any stamp paper. Major deals of buying and selling land can still happen simply by word of mouth in the villages. When u pay the line man 50 rupees, you know for a fact that he'll get you a connection, just cos he told you so.
Thursday, November 1, 2007
Movie Review-1
Movie of the day- Jab we met
Decent watch. I'm not fond of either Kareena Kapoor or Mr Johnny Bravo-Shahid Kapur. The movie packs in a lot of spunk. Kareena Kapoor's character kinda grows on you and ends up being quite endearing.All credit goes to the director who's done a good job again after 'Socha na tha', although i would prefer 'Socha na tha' to 'Jab we met'. Both the stars act not OTT. Predictable at times. But a nice, funny, relateable watch with various punjabi stereotypes thrown in. Its nice to watch a good hindi 3 hour long movie with songs and dance, and some heart-warming moments every once in a while.
Howdy!
About the title 'high on..', it signifies the various things that we choose to get high on, it may be drugs or sex or love or music or travel, but eventually it is life itself.
See ya.